Update

Since my last post I've been trying to lose weight. How? Let me tell you. I have been waking up early and running* for 20-30 minutes. I have been working out on the Wii Fit as much as I could. I have two kids and a husband so with a few minutes here and there I've been able to average about an hour on the Wii Fit. I've been eating a less and snacks are no longer in my vocabulary. Its been hard. I even cut out most of my drinking.

Like any other person I wish that things were moving a little faster, but its not. Here are my results....

Starting Weight: 164.9 Current Weight:163

I wanted to measure, how many inches I've lost, but I think I'll do those every other week.

Its not all peachy and "yay! I'm doing great!", I've lost almost 2lbs in 10 days. I have a long way to go. I'm frustrated. I've already mentally quit a million times. My husband got really sick this past week and I kinda lost it. I didn't watch what I was eating and I didn't exercise the way I wanted to. I ate bagels past 6pm, I drank half a bottle of wine, I ATE FAST FOOD....twice! and on Sunday we had a rock band pizza get together. Every time I did something wrong I had already quit in my mind. I don't know why I correlate food with happiness, its just soo good! I love to bake! I really do, but I haven't been able to in my attempt to lose some weight, thus adding a bit more stress on my shoulders. I have this baking addiction, I get some kind of buzz/high off of baking. All my stress goes away once my kitchen smells ever so yummy, its almost like a euphoric feeling when I take a bite of the cake, cupcake, cookies or brownies I've made. *DROOL* Especially when they're fresh out of the oven. YUM! So you see...I could have done better.

Last night I was done! I QUIT! but I looked at my husband and got back on the weight loss machine... mentally. I'm 23 and obese according to my Wii. I don't want to be 30 and morbidly obese. I want my husband to look at me the way he did when we were both in shape. He still loves me I know... but I want to be a goddamn MILF. There I said it. I wanna be something close to one at the very minimum. I'm pretty sure he wouldn't mind me being 20lbs lighter. Right now I am far from it. I'm "cute" which in my mind is a nice way of saying "meh" when it comes to my appearance.


Anyone wanna join in on some kind of diet plan? running plan? anything with me?