I really should blog a lot more...

So the title pretty much says it all. Its just really hard to find time to do stuff. Thats why I love Twitter, its quick and easy and you can do it on the go. tap tap tap, send. Micro-blogging was made for me. I have tons of useless pointless things Ive been meaning to blog about, but I haven't found the time.

Lets see, really quick, things i'd like to blog about/rant/vent:

south gate drivers, post partum fears I havent gotten rid of(wondering who else has them) work, gabbafriends.com and how awesome everything has been, kids, hubby, and my gassy dog. So you see my delema too much to type too little time!

My husband set up this blog for me and I never know who or when anyone leave me a comment, so I think I fixed it so im notified, dont worry im not a prune, im not censoring my coments I just want to know when someone actually comments on this here blog of mine.

So I got this..I've been tagged. Yay for new friends!


8 Things I am Looking Forward to:


1. The weekend
2. Green episode of Yo Gabba Gabba
3. Losing weight
4. Getting the ov glove
5. Buying a new comp charger
6. Yo Gabba Gabba @ UCLA
7. Getting a baking tacktoo sleve...when I have $
8. Some alone time with the hubby

8 Things I Did Yesterday:

1. Met DJ Lance and Toodee @ Kidrobot
2. Worked
3. Ate a bagel
4. Fell asleep in the middle of a gabbafriend post
5. Cleaned up
6. Kicked Daniel in my sleep
7. Upset Jessie didnt bring over Teddy's hat
8. Missed out on Stephanies get together



8 Things I Wish I Could do:
1. Hang out with DJ Lance
2. Work at home
3. Have a closet full of paint and canvas
4. Make my flowers grow faster
5. Have alone time with Daniel
6. Meet Conan O'Brien
7. Sleep longer
8. Sit and watch a movie without having to clean first

8 Shows I Watch:
1. Yo Gabba Gabba
2. The Soup
3. Deadliest Catch
4. Oswald
5. The Girls Next Door
6. Late Night with Jimmy Fallon
7. Wow Wow Wubbzy
8. TMZ

Um I think now I'm supposed to tag 8 people, but im not even sure that I have 8 followers...so if you read this.. consider yourself TAGED! hahaha!

April 3rd! Where are you gonna be?!

I know where you're gonna be! Parked in front of the tube at around 1:30pm (pst) watching the new episode premiere of Yo Gabba Gabba! FINALLY RIGHT? has it been that long? remember when the we had a whole week of new episodes in september? wow it really has been that long...SHEESH! That makes this episode to come even more exciting! I can hardly wait! I know Teddy is going to love it! He loves guitars! and to have Muno and Jack Black on playing?! he's gonna have himself a little toddler-joy-gasm! woo! you should totally watch!

Ahhh from 0 to 60 and loving it... mostly.

Its been a while, a long while. So much has happened in the past month! Its incredible how fast things happen. I want to write about everything that's been going on, but that's impossible.

First things first! Since my last entry, something amazing happened. If you know me and Teddy, you know we are both equally obsessed with Yo Gabba Gabba, and that if you're walking by and I'm online I'm usually always on gabbafriends which is a really great and friendly site for all Yo Gabba Gabba fanatics. I was fortunate enough to be invited to the gabbafriend team. Yup. Needless to say I geeked out about it like crazy with Teddy in my living room. It was great, and has been great ever since. I feel really lucky to be part of it. (really lucky!)

So I've been doing that, my babies well... they're not babies. I'm having a lot of trouble dealing with that fact actually. My Teddy Bear was a tiny little butter ball not long ago, and now he's a full grown toddler, with a full vocabulary that makes my mouth drop open in awe. I really don't know where he gets some of the things that come out of that tiny mouth of his. My baby Bunny, she's huge. She started to belly crawl not that long ago, now she does the full on fours crawl. I don't think I can communicate to anyone how bitter sweet it is to see my children grow up. I love that they are coming into their own. I hate that the baby I wake up to that day, will be gone the next morning, never to be seen again. The mornings I use to wake up to Teddy jumping in his crib chewing on the rail giggling to himself because he thought his feet were hilarious...GONE. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't tearing up right now. I want my babies.

I guess I'm scared. When I was growing up I couldn't grow up fast enough to leave my home. My parents are cool I love them, BUT I just couldn't live with them. I left within a month of turning 18. I don't want my babies to leave me that way. I don't want them to feel the way I did about my parents. I know "don't do what your parents did!" I try really hard. I do however find myself doing some of the things they use to do. Why? I don't know any other way! I never had a trusting relationship with my dearest mom. I'm terrified of my daughter hating me, my mom always told us "just you wait! the way you treat me is the way your children will treat you! so keep piling up the shit! just you wait and see!" ....so back then of course I didn't care... (I use to say "geez! if we're treating you awful, what did you to my grandma to deserve it?" ) Still her words are marked in memory haunting me even...and I am terrified. Enough! This entry went in a completely different direction then I intended it to go.

Um... I started work again! Same place that laid me off, just part time. I wanted to get out of the house and talk to adults. Its nice. I will admit I was a little scared of how I was going to handle everything, but I have such great friends, that everything went well. I can still sleep in a little. Still get home to make dinner, put everyone to bed, and stay up till 2 or 3 working on gabba stuff with out worry about being tired the next day.

Life is good.


*sigh*

Meet Mason

Meet Mason, he is now part of my family. We've been wanting a dog, since forever. Now that we have a home, we can have a dog. He's only been here two days, and already I love him. He farts more then I'd like him to, he snores, and currently hes snuggled up doing both of those things by my lap as I type. Yes, the smell is terrible, and the snores? well they're cute as hell.

p.s. I love that he follows me around the house.

little by little...

It begins...



little...



by little...



she's starting to get bigger...



and I don't want to realize...



That one day she won't be mine anymore.